This is how it goes....

Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence, Conqueror, Panic, Misery, Black hole, Nothingness, Loneliness, Determination, Methodical, Conqueror, Delight, Confidence,

No Crash Yet!

No crash yet although I have eaten a whole large bag o chocoalte buttons and kept topped upon the diet coke all day.  When I feel better I will start Weight Watchers again.  In the mean time it is party all the way!  Maybe it will triggor a hypomanic period! :-)  By the way, the cat does not like dancing with me, she would rather sleep.

I have spent most of the day working and I am happy with the amount I have achieved. Iam off toTescos to buy Onions to make French Onion Soup.  That should be reasonably sensible after all the chocalate :-)!

I may be happier but still behind on the housework, I need tofind some clothes to wear to work this week!

YIPPPPEEEEEEE!!

I havejust filled up on cadbury's chocolate buttons and diet coke.  I am now dancing around the flat!  I am dreading the crash after the sugar rush but who cares, for now I am happy :-)!!  I am working as I dance :-)

Sugar crash post will be later :-(!

I went to the coffee shop and thenouttodinner on my own.  I got more work done in those few hours than I have managed all week.  I'm just going to go to bed and type some of it up!

I am sick to death of this awful illness!  I can't work, I can't concentrate and I can't do nothing.  I think I will take  walk in the rain!  I can't diet cos eating is my only source of comfort and I am rapidly expanding around the waist!  I want out, I just want to be normal, accepted and feel a part of the world rather than an on looker who watches life pass her by.