Nothing seems to motivate me at the moment. I have lost interest in my career, I am just not enjoying it anymore. I have lost interest in my flat, my cat and everything really. I am half thinking of stopping my medication again, just so I can feel something. I have not seen anyone else all weekend and I called in sick this morning. This means I have not had a conversation with anyone for three days!
I cannot remember when my next appointmet with my psychiatrist is. Who cares anyway :o(. Things are falling apart in my flat and I cannot face getting them fixed. I have bills to pay and I cannot find my cheque book.
I still blame the aripiprazole! I want to stop taking those horrible bl;ue tablets that often give me heart burn!
I am watching films and eating too muchin the hope it will distract me.
3 comments:
Stay strong girl. This to shall pass, you know. And I too take abilify, 15mg and it really helps with my depression. At 5mg I didn't notice a difference, 10 mg was good, and 15 is great for when I am in a big funk. Do you take an antidepressant as well? It may help to take one when you feel this down. Best wishes sweety.
Peace my friend Annie and I understand your thoughts in general, even if not your specific example. Ms pink made a fine statement and I agree fully. This too shall pass, but a problem shared is a problem halved. At very least perspective can be shared and address thse mountains
Be yourself, often.
Joel Lamoure
Sweet. I think I shall join you
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