I have come home sick again today. Sometimes I just think it would be nice for someone to ask how I am? or whats wrong? or how is the new medication going? But no this is an illness people struggle to talk about and despite my openess and informing people I am changing medication, no one asks me how it is going, how I am feeling or why I have gone home sick two days in a row. It's not a lot but it would mean a lot to me while I am feeling fed up and sick of all the meds.
I feel like an overweight fast approaching middle aged women who lives on the outskirts of society. I can cope with much of the weirdness, jerky movements, discomfort, inability to sit still but I so desire to feel a partof the gang and one of the crowd. But I'll never be that and I have always known that.
Being myself is fine and I have confidence to be myself but I still wantto be one of the crowd too.
I have an appointment with my GP on Monday and the Psychiatrist on Wednesday. I'm thinking of staying at home for a few days.
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Do stay at home and take care of yourself and talk with doctor and psychiatrist.
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